Texas Rangers' Josh Hamilton finds strength after misstep in recovery from drug, alcohol addiction

10:38 AM CDT on Sunday, October 3, 2010
By S.C. GWYNNE / The Dallas Morning News
sgwynne@dallasnews.com
On the chilly morning of Jan. 22, 2009, when everything else in her life seemed to be working out perfectly, Katie Hamilton received a phone call at her home outside Raleigh, N.C.


Josh Hamilton It was her husband, Josh, calling from Tempe, Ariz., where he had gone to a boot camp for athletes. Hamilton had become famous the year before for leading the American League in runs batted in and making the All-Star team in his first full season as a major leaguer.

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But he was equally famous for beating a harrowing addiction to drugs and liquor, one that had kept a player often compared to Mickey Mantle out of Major League Baseball until he was 26 years old.

And now he was calling his wife to tell her, through choking sobs, that after three years of sobriety, he had relapsed. He had gone out late the previous evening, alone, to a pizza restaurant, which happened to have a bar. He had a vodka and cranberry juice, then another, then went to a bar and had many more. He told her he didn't remember everything that happened, but that there might be "pictures." Katie told him to come home, and then she prayed.

Seven months later, photos appeared on the Internet that revealed a drunken Josh cavorting with three young women in the bar. Whipped cream was involved. The pictures caused a sensation. Hamilton, who had already told the Texas Rangers and Major League Baseball what happened, now confessed to the rest of the world.

Though his relapse only lasted one night, it held critical lessons for Hamilton, his family, and his team. The first was, now that he had become a star, any sins he committed would be instant headline news. Second, and far more important, was the notion that Hamilton had not beaten his addiction at all. While he had made enormous strides in his recovery, he was in some ways still the hair-trigger addict he had been since he started using cocaine and whiskey in 2001.

The result was a change in how Hamilton, 29, handles his own life and how he is handled by others, even as he helps lead the Rangers into the playoffs for the first time in 11 years.

Since he stopped using drugs and liquor in late 2005, he has worked to build a system of checks and balances around him, to fill his idle time and to avoid the "triggers" of his addiction.


Support system

But the relapse caused him to redouble those efforts, and he is now assisted by a complex, multilayered support system of his own design that is probably without precedent at this level of professional sports. It is rooted in his Christian beliefs and his rigorous daily devotions. Its primary components are his wife, his parents, and a host of "accountability partners" that include a Texas Rangers coach, pastors from three churches, his Christian sports agent and his father-in-law. A set of strict rules dictates what he can and can't do.

The system also addresses the way he spends his time away from the game. He increasingly sees virtually everything he does outside of baseball as a ministry, and as such a more permanent way of dealing with his addiction.

He and Katie founded Triple Play Ministries several years ago, and it has become the conduit for the dozens of off-season public appearances they make. He has his own Christian baseball camps, and even a project to build an orphanage in Uganda. It is the success of this intricately balanced life – he has been clean since that night in Tempe – that has allowed him to have an electrifying, MVP-caliber season.

"I don't want to call the relapse in Tempe a blessing in disguise, but you have to look at the positives," says Rangers general manager Jon Daniels. "It was a reminder to Josh that he can't sneak off, that this can't happen privately. It made his system for dealing with it that much stronger."

The foundation of Hamilton's recovery is his religion, which dominates his life and his conversation.

"The biggest thing we want to do is to share Jesus Christ with people," says Hamilton, sitting in the corner of the Rangers dugout, resplendent in yellowish-green mirrored sunglasses, on his second day in the lineup after being out with a rib injury. His trademark blue flame tattoos adorn his massive biceps. "The whole objective of the ministry is to do that, whether by speaking in public or by doing hospital visits to kids during the holidays, or baseball camps."

Josh and Katie are very much a team, and have come a long way since the darkest days of his addiction in 2005, when she went to court to get a restraining order against him. The two of them, with help from their pastor Jimmy Carroll in Raleigh, designed the system that is now in place to keep Josh sober.

The system's core is a network of people – Josh and Katie use the Christian term "accountability partners" when discussing them – with whom Josh keeps in close contact. Carroll is one. Another is Katie's father, Michael "Big Daddy" Chadwick, a former drug user and seller who became a successful homebuilder in Raleigh and who now runs his own Christian youth ministry. There is also James Robison, the televangelist and founder and president of the Christian relief organization Life Outreach International. And there is Hamilton's agent, Mike Moye, who runs a Christ-centered sports agency.

"They are all Josh's good friends," says Katie. "He seeks advice from them, and godly counsel. Pastor Jimmy has been in our lives for many years and is extremely influential. James Robison is someone Josh calls, if not daily, then close to daily."

Says Josh: "It is very important to my recovery and my walk with Christ that I have people like that around me. They always call or text at the right time."